A few Sundays ago my bff asked me to join her on a photoshoot. I'm like;
Duh, hello camera!
Somehow lately I've been in a downward emotional rollercoaster, and even though I try to be positive in everyday life, sometimes it's hard to shut up that nasty thing called
ego. I don't necessarily see my ego
as something that only wants to be the center of the attention or makes you want to act like a diva, I see it also as that annoying family member that always makes stupid comments on unappropriated moments. Not that I have such a family member, in my case it's my ego.
lately it's been telling me stupid things, like, "You've gained so much weight, why would you go to a photoshoot and make a fool out of yourself" or "You're skin is horrible and you look like you haven't slept in 10 years" or "You're too tired and don't have time for your friends and you're not that fun anymore anyways"
Now how mean is that?!
So what I did? I told my black swan twin:
Screw you, ego, go and take
your insecurities somewhere else! You don't need to be mean and condescending to me just because you don't feel inner peace.
So I went to that shoot and I had
FUN, yes there I said it. I was with my friends whom I love dearly, I had a great evening, and on top of that I LOVE the pictures!
And that's why I call these pictures SHOW ON, not show off.